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Maybe life is bad right now. But it wasn’t always this way. Oh god no, there were lovely memories. There were days when I was happy. When I laughed, and smiled, and sang, and skipped, and hugged, and held hands, when I felt everything, and meant it all. There were days when my mind was carefree and my hands weren’t tainted and my shirts were sleeveless.

And I am not there right now, I am farther back than I want to be. But I will be there again. I know there will be tastes of happiness again and I will be using my shovel to plant flowers instead of digging my grave. Don’t you dare underestimate my strength. I will get there again, and you will see my scars painted in gold.

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- I have fixed myself every time. I will do it over and over again. (via dollpoetry)

(via rub-me-the-right-way)




"All they want to talk about is how much drugs Kurt and I did. That is not all we did. We had a life. We ate breakfast. We ate lunch. We ate dinner. We rented movies, and ate ice cream. We would read out loud to each other almost every night, and we prayed every night. We had some fucking dignity." - Courtney Love

"All they want to talk about is how much drugs Kurt and I did. That is not all we did. We had a life. We ate breakfast. We ate lunch. We ate dinner. We rented movies, and ate ice cream. We would read out loud to each other almost every night, and we prayed every night. We had some fucking dignity." - Courtney Love

(Source: happy-blood, via abscidium)